FUCK IT
09/03/2009 14:48 par private-room
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Maxime.
Il ne le sait pas encore ... mais je n'ai jamais été comme ca. J'ai peur, mais je suis bien !
J'aimerais tellement réussir à lui dire sérieusement comme ... comme je l'aime.
Finalement, comme Tony revient vers Michelle, Marine revient vers Maxime.
I want him to be my lover.
J'ai passé, une bonne journée, même très bonne. C'était plutot inattendu, et c'est pour cette raison que j'ai ajouté le "meme très bonne".
Je les ai retrouvé, j'espère les garder pret de moi encore quelque temps et encore mieux qu'avant.
MERCI.
Les autres vont mals, mes Autres ne sont pas bien. Le bonheur n'est jamais total, c'est mieux comme ca.
Je suis guérie.
" Oui bah quand même "
Je ne serais plus là pour le faire, je l'espère, mais ma soeur s'en chargera : tu vas te faire bouffer.
Bref, arguments à revoir !
" C'est la jeunesse d'aujourd'hui. "
J'ai peut etre pas de boulot mais en attendant je suis Jeune & encore désirable Moi ! Non, je me la pète pas !
MERDE.
" De toute facon maintenant tu es assez grande "
... pour assumer tes actes.
... pour faire des choix.
... pour etre responsable.
Peter, take me off and make me fly to Neverland.
Benoit Benoit Benoit Benoit Benoit Benoit Benoit Benoit Benoit Benoit Benoit Benoit Benoit Benoit Benoit Benoit Benoit Benoit Benoit Benoit Benoit Benoit Benoit Benoit Benoit Benoit Benoit Benoit Benoit Benoit Benoit Benoit Benoit Benoit Benoit benoit Benoit Benoit Benoit Benoit Benoit Benoit Benoit Benoit Benoit Benoit Benoit Benoit Benoit Benoit Benoit Benoit Benoit Benoit Benoit Benoit Benoit Benoit Benoit Benoit Benoit Benoit Benoit Benoit Benoit Benoit Benoit Benoit Benoit Benoit Benoit Benoit Benoit Benoit Benoit Benoit Benoit Benoit Benoit benoit Benoit Benoit Benoit Benoit Benoit Benoit Benoit Benoit Benoit Benoit Benoit Benoit Benoit Benoit Benoit Benoit Benoit Benoit Benoit Benoit Benoit Benoit Benoit Benoit Benoit Benoit Benoit Benoit Benoit Benoit Benoit Benoit Benoit Benoit Benoit Benoit Benoit Benoit Benoit Benoit Benoit Benoit Benoit benoit Benoit Benoit Benoit Benoit Benoit Benoit Benoit Benoit Benoit Benoit Benoit Benoit Benoit Benoit Benoit Benoit Benoit Benoit Benoit 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It was fuckin' so good !
Je viens de passer 3 jours à penser à lui non-stop et ca me fatigue ! Cette fois je ne me laisserai pas bouffer pas mes sentiments. Promis.
Je lui parle, sans trembler.
Je lui parle, sans que mon coeur s'emballe.
Je lui parle, sans avoir envie de pleurer.
Je lui parle, sans réflechir.
Je lui parle.
CA FAIT DU BIEN.
Découverte du jour : Le sexe et l'argent sont les priorité de la vie "d'adulte".
YOUPI - -'
Relation de Chasle : MB + BA = MA
J'ai envie que ca dure.
I want him to be my sexy !
La Salope de Superbus qui me gueule qu'elle " additione les adictions" ...
BREF !
M. S fait la gueule, et pour une fois depuis longtemps, ca ne me touche pas plus que ca ... enfin pour l'instant !
" Mort toi la langue ... "
Je crois que je suis moi aussi une Salope. Mais je le vis bien !
HAPINESS du jour BONJOUR !
De toute facon, depuis ces quelques mois d'absences il n'y a pas eu de boulversements majeurs dans ma vie. En effet, rien comparé à certains, ce certains J., tous recemment rencontré par exemple. Une relation aussi étonnante que fulgurante s'est installé entre nous ... on parle on parle, non enfait on écrit ... il écrit qu'il va mieux, puis il me donne son "Secret blog" ... effectivemment il va mieux. Pour quelqu'un comme moi qui n'a jamais connu le vrai amour c'est compliqué de comprendre la detresse dans laquelle il était il y a encore quelques semaine, je fais de mon mieux, je lui ai dit ... jamais je ne comprendrais.
Son blog m'a fait réflechir, sur moi, sur Benoit aussi et sur cette amitié toute récente. ( et très rapide, trop ? )
Depuis samedi, mon étalage cybernique d'états d'ame abusifs m'écoeure ... je ne suis qu'une petite fille gatée pourrie qui s'invente des problèmes. Malgres tout, jamais je ne laisserais quelqu'un lire ce blog, on ne dit jamais jamais ...
Je lui ai donné cette adresse, alors qu'aucun de mes amis ne la connait ... So weird, yes ! Mais il n'aura pas le mot de passe, pas après que j'ai lu son blog ...
Bref, beaucoups de questions sans importances se bousculent ( comme tout le monde, comme d'hab' ) : Pourquoi m'accorde-t-il sa confiance ? Pourquoi je n'arrive pas à lui rendre ce qu'il me donne ?
Finalement, ma résolution a surement un peu fonctionné : je ne m'attache plus au gens aussi rapidemment qu'avant !
C'est plutot une bonne nouvelle !
Soit, je commence mon année pleines d'espoirs et débordante de projets ...
Ah, oui et note pour moi même : Oui il sent bon, oui il te plait, mais non, ne t'emballe pas pour si peu ! ;-)
NON !
La déprime d'avant-rentrée ... me fais penser à lui de nouveau !